Petey, I undertand how hard this surgery was but I have to say that, like Gary, I was thinking of how wrong it was to take it out on your caregivers who have stood by you and nurses at a hospital that is treating you when you have no insurance. I'm very happy you are finally on your way to being cancer free and I hope you can manage to continue down that road without being too hard on those around you. Nothing wrong with being grumpy and pissed off at the situation you're in--just don't make others who aren't to blame suffer for it!

Hang in there, Nelie