|   Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts) 
 Joined:  Dec 2003 Posts: 2,606 Likes: 2 |  Hi Nicki,
 It seems like yesterday...I remember well everything as you describe it.  A year later, my butt still hurts when I sit for very long.  I already had the Asian no-butt and now it is worse.
 
 Hang in there, it gets tough but it will improve soon.  I remember when the Jevity or whatever I had started tasting so bad, I gave it away to the home health care agency (5 cases).  A month later I was buying Boost and regretting the extra cost.  I never could get up to much more than 5 cans a day without barfing it all out.  As someone else said, if it won't stay in, look at feeding through the port (TPN).  The portt was a live saver for me and especially on the fluids.
 
 Ed
   SCC Stage IV, BOT, T2N2bM0
 Cisplatin/5FU x 3, 40 days  radiation
 Diagnosis 07/21/03 tx completed 10/08/03
 Post Radiation Lower Motor Neuron Syndrome 3/08.
 Cervical Spinal Stenosis  01/11
 Cervical Myelitis 09/12
 Thoracic Paraplegia 10/12
 Dysautonomia 11/12
 Hospice care 09/12-01/13.
 COPD 01/14
 Intermittent CHF 6/15
 Feeding tube NPO 03/16
 VFI 12/2016
 ORN 12/2017
 Cardiac Event 06/2018
 Bilateral VFI 01/2021
 Thoracotomy Bilobectomy  01/2022
 Bilateral VFI 05/2022
 Total Laryngectomy 01/2023
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