Nicki,

I know the exact feeling that you are talking about. If you go back and check you'll see a lot of "panic" posts from me. I hate that feeling. My prayers are with you and Thomas that his treatment will go as smoothly as possible. I too struggle with the posts regarding people who have lost the battle with this terrible diesese it breaks my heart. All the people on this site have really helped me to get through every day....

Love,
Dani