Hi Danny,
Goes to show you are as human as we all are. Feeling depressed and angry goes with the territory. I've been online with my sister in Maryland because since I got home yesterday from the service for my husband which was Friday, I've been crying non-stop and very, very angry. Angry that my life with cancer has changed so dramatically and life without my husband has been more than I can bear sometimes. Talking to my sister made me feel a little better (at least for the time being) for she pointed out all I've been through and how far I have come since I had my surgery last July. I'm trying to put my feelings in perspective but sometimes it's difficult. Needless to say you've been through hell and back and I can understand and empathize with those feelings. Venting helps - yelling helps - and for me, crying helps. Sorry if this note doesn't help but I read your note when I've been experiencing the same. Try to keep your chin up.
Nancy