Hi Danny,

Goes to show you are as human as we all are. Feeling depressed and angry goes with the territory. I've been online with my sister in Maryland because since I got home yesterday from the service for my husband which was Friday, I've been crying non-stop and very, very angry. Angry that my life with cancer has changed so dramatically and life without my husband has been more than I can bear sometimes. Talking to my sister made me feel a little better (at least for the time being) for she pointed out all I've been through and how far I have come since I had my surgery last July. I'm trying to put my feelings in perspective but sometimes it's difficult. Needless to say you've been through hell and back and I can understand and empathize with those feelings. Venting helps - yelling helps - and for me, crying helps. Sorry if this note doesn't help but I read your note when I've been experiencing the same. Try to keep your chin up.

Nancy


Stage IV oral cancer (tongue), T3N2, total glossectomy with right and left modified neck dissection 7/03, rad /chemo ended 11/03