Hi Kelly
Well done girl that was a good post... Let it all out don't bottle it up... On top of all the normal feelings of grief you have family problems and you need to work through them... Can you find some help local to you? It might help to talk to someone not involved face to face.. who could help you sort some of your intense feelings.. We are always here and we are good at listening...
Take Care Love and Hugs
Helen


SCC Base of tongue, (TISN0M0) laser surgery, 10/01 and 05/03 no clear margins. Radial free flap graft to tonsil pillar, partial glossectomy, left neck dissection 08/04