Thank you all for your lovely comments..it means a lot.

Hayley is couragous..she is coping really well. Better than her mum is anyway. I just feel so out of control, helpless...

Anyway, for those of you lovely people that haven't read Hayley's blog..she now has a treatment plan starting next Monday (17th Dec):
1st cycle: 5 days of chemotherapy -Taxodene, Cisplation & 5FU. Then a three week break before starting cycle 2 (same as cycle 1), then 4-5 weeks later, radiotherapy will start for 7 weeks and one day every week, she will be having Cisplatin at the same time.

Hayley's onclogist has told her that no expense is being spared! and he also said that this treatment has a 90% sucees rate. Of course, I want to build my hopes up, but at the same time will take one day at a time.

I just want to add that you are all in my thoughts, and I am so glad that this place exists..I didn't think I would need it. I need it very much.

Hugs for everyone,

Mandy x