Travleottie

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh..gosh.... thank you thank you thank you..
thank you ..
it really does help to have the unique perspective understood.
it really is a "movie" and of late it has been only worst case scenario and worst case outcome and worst case anticipations.

maybe that is natural for everyone to go through..
but reading things in forum and in medical journal research ( I worked in research for well over 13 years) just flips a switch for me of no return. I feel I need to educated and prepared to understand and know ...but it seriously takes a toll on my heart and mind.

Maybe some anti anxiety would help for the short term. feeling I could need it

so much stress and worry along with continuing to work full time...ugh.

really really really appreciate your kindness and sharing.
take care