Hi Seth, I think about how you're doing all the time. You and John do seem to be in more or less the same boat. He has had two rounds of taxol and carboplatin and has not been able to have the third because his neutrophils are coming back really slowly and the doctor had to cancel the chemo two weeks in a row. The only good thing is the interventional radiologist is able to schedule him to go in to have another esophageal dilatation (will post about this at some point). It is hard not to be able to see a clear way forward and to be in a holding pattern all the time. I guess one will just have to be philosophical about it.

Lots of luck to you on your second chemo and hope that the gut pain isn't too bad this time. You are always on our minds.