I thank you all from the bottom of my heart. You have given me a fresh perspective, and a glimmer of light at the end of an awfully long, dark tunnel. I am beginning to accept, that his illness is something that is not possible to share,and that I can only be a bystander. I understand wholly that he must get through this in his own way, and not to take to heart his many frustrations, which are understandable at the end of the day. I have shown him this site, but he does not want to know. I will reaffirm the point to him that he is in a most valuble position, that he can reach out and help the next poor victim through this. Because Doctors are invaluble, yes. But speaking to someone who is sailing in the same boat is even more so. I feel so humble to have met you all, you have given me the surge of energy to hopefully pass the finishing post! Love and light to you all, and may god bless you.