I have to call doc today and don't know if Ron wants to even attempt radiation again. With him being on medicaid/medicare and the meds he needs it can't be just called in to the pharmacy so when he's out it's always seems it's during the weekends, and no docs in I really need to get the docs to figure something out with keeping his pain down, he is still sleeping now which is good but now I worry that something will happen here and I won't know what to do...I have to ask about hospice and with me working we decided that he may just go to the nursing home which I know sucks but I am not home all day for him nor does my job allow me to be unfortunately...