Thanks guys. I think this is a situational bout, as opposed to long standing. I am on no meds at all, and haven't been on any since day 4 post surgery (not even asprin), so it's not that.

There has just been a bunch of shit for want of a better word...like getting ditched by someone I met online when he heard my voice the first time (even though I had already warned him). Like I all of a sudden have acne like never before (even when I was a teenager)...all of which sounds incredibly shallow but has made me feel isolated and unattractive.

I am sure it will be short term. I'm no pollyanna, but I have little patience for self pity. I feel better than yesterday, but I did need some "bucking up".

Thanks again.


Tina
Diag: Aug. 13/12
T3N0M0
50% + glossectomy and bilateral radical neck dissection, removal of nodes zones I - V
Surgery October 11/12
Chemo/rad on hold due to clear margins and nodes
Sept 21/13 clear CT with anomaly thought to be the artery, being watched closely.
Dec 16/13 - anomaly confirmed artery, all clear
nickname: "get 'r done"
Plans: kick cancer's butt