Steve,

Whatever your final decision is I will be praying for you. There is inspirational quote that I read and would like to share it with you.

Cancer is so limited.
It cannot cripple love,
It cannot shatter hope,
It cannot corrode faith,
It cannot destroy peace,
It cannot kill friendship,
It cannot suppress memories,
It cannot silence courage,
It cannot invade the soul,
It cannot steal eternal life,
It cannot conquer the Spirit.
~ Author Unknown

God bless in your journey and we are all here for you.