Love you, girl!
I agree with Wanda. Sometimes when we need them the most, they show up. I was cleaning out my mom's stuff and setting stuff aside for Goodwill. I was so sad. I reached in a coat pocket and found a tissue with a perfect lipstick lip print on it. It was like getting one more kiss from my mom.
Matt loved you tremendously. I am so happy that you have things he wrote and said to reassure you that you were loved and appreciated. Too many people let those words go unsaid and unwritten. That's tragic.
Sending hugs,
Sandy
xoxox