You are no longer alone. We have found amazing support on these forums. Stay here and vent when you need to. We ALL understand, have been there or are there now.
It's not being juvenile, it's being real. But, you have to force yourself or get the PEG. Nutrition is a MUST or, like Christine said, you'll end up hospitalized!
Hang in there. Many people who have not been through this do NOT understand. How could they? Did you before it happened to you? We sure didn't. We had sympathy when people said they had cancer. Now we have empathy. We GET it! It SUCKS!!! Try to be patient and explain how you feel to him. Have him read some of these forums.
Hang on and keep talking to us!!
Blessings,
Kathy