Thanks so much for your replies because it was really annoying me i think because when i was going thru treatment it was really intense and then at check-ups it was like i was made too feel guilty because i was going ok and then they tell you your not in the clear until 5yrs but don't feel nervous thats not right.The last time i came out of check-up i was really angry at this person i felt saved my life so i was very conflicted although now i'm at a good place i just think after what we've been thru i can tell him so he doesn't make someone else feel the same just watch how you treat people especially vunerable one's.