I just want to see if anyone else had this dilemma or its just me at my check-ups i feel like here is this doc rad onc who saved my life and at the time i needed him was there but in the check-ups i felt like i was keeping him from more needy patients i know he's run off his feet but i don't think he should of made me feel that way with his manner.It felt really bad and i hope it was only me but i don't know so yeah anyone else go thru this.