Catherine - you described my reaction better than I could myself - thank you! I do think my "flash-back" will be a one time affair - it triggered a muscle memory that came over me in an unexpected wave. Now that I know it could come - it won't be unexpected!
Massage is fantastic - I think I should schedule my next appointment!!!

Jennifer (39)
02/10 SCCa Tongue & Base, HPV-
03/10 Partial Glossectomy & ND 11/10 Revision due to additional nodes 12/20-2/2/11 IMRT & concommitant chemo 2/11 PEG in 3/11 PEG out
Back at work and feeling good 03/24/11!
12/20/11 - 9 month f/u PET/CT - all clear!