Jen,

You know I never think about it anymore. I enjoyed massage frequently during tx and after and it never brought me there. Recently I went into the rads tx center (its in Idaho but my tx plan and surgery was thanks to the UW in Seattle) and thanked my RO and nursing staff . I think the only time I've had an issue is going back to the UWMC where I had the surgery that paralysed my face so all my consults and other surgeries were done at Harborview. Still a UW facility just different scenery...same drs though.

Funny really that it bothers me but it does, emotions and the mental thing is really interesting that way. I hope it doesn't ruin anymore massages, they are good for body and soul.

Keep your chin up

Eric