Ashley,
I too fall into that 3rd category that David describes: non tobacco using
HPV-
While I am older than you (enough to be your mother

) I was still young, relatively speaking, when I was diagnosed. I wish there were answers for both of us - for all of us - and maybe some day there will be. We all have
those moments. It goes with the territory so please don't be hard on yourself. It helps to vent and it's wonderful that we have a safe place to do so.
Wishing you joy, beauty and peace for today and for all of our tomorrows.
{{hugs}}
Kim