Thanks everyone for your replies. I really appreciate it. I know I'm a very fortunate person and I haven't endured nearly as much as many on the forum. I guess I was just having a "moment".
Cancer found on left bottom portion of my tongue on March 9th. Non-smoker and light drinker. Tumor removed March 30th. Stage 1. No chemo. No radiation.
This is another custom island. This one could be used for ads. This spot is one of the best places for ads on your site to be placed. This can be enabled/disabled on a per forum basis.