Liz,
That's just how it feels.  Wildfire.
Ok, today's the big day.  I have to be at the hospital at 10:30am central.  I'm no longer nervous, just ready to get it over with.  I only have a couple of things left to do.  Drop the pour spoiled doggy off at the kennel, drive 60 miles, that kinda thing.  So, with that I'm out of here for a couple of days. If anyone would like to check up on me, I have a caring bridge website.  My darling husband will be updating for the next couple of days.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/amyknight