Sweety and Sabrina-
Your posts brought tears to my eyes too. It is a very hard journey that only those going through it can really relate to. You get through it because you only have two choices -- you survive or you die. BUT, you don't go through it alone!! And although it is tough, you can survive! There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Do what you have to do to survive the journey, shout, cry take whatever drug numbs the pain mentally and physically, because you will heal and become whole again after a few months! My prayers are with both of you! - Kris

SCC Stage IV left tonsil neck disection 3/02 radiation finished 6/02 chemo finished 9/02
Stage 2A left breast cancer 3/09, chemo and radiation, finished treatment 2/7/10 -Stage 2 right beast cancer 10/14 chemo and radiation
Every day is still a gift :-)