Bill

As you can see, Marco posted one time and one time only to address your concerns. Just in case he doesn't respond again, I'll address your post.
So it sounds like you have decided to change your mind once again and go back to your original plan of dying from this cancer. Hey, you are 71 by now, and all the information and facts we bombarded you with obviously were not as attractive as the internet fantasy that just moving, changing diet & exercise and thinking positive can cure cancer. C'est le vie.
When you finally do see a doctor, consider an MRI or CT scan so you can get an idea of how big the BOT tumor is. Mine grew for 7 years before it was discovered but that does not mean it "was under control". That way you can get a good time frame on the expiration date of your current fantasy.
Charm