Hi Colleen,

I am so proud of you and what you have accomplished. You can do this too. I agree with the others, if you want to lay down and kick and scream, go ahead! Don't hold it. Forgive me if I sound like a broken record but I held everything for the first couple of years and I ended up having a panic attack at work, in a meeting with a lot of big wigs. I had to excuse myself and get my husband (we work together) and go to the hospital. Let yourself feel what you need to and express your anger anyway you see fit. We are here for you and we understand that this disease it terrible.

xoxo