Believe me, don't hold your feelings in. I too tried to keep them in control but they will manifest in one way or another and you don't want them to make you sick. Get them out-yell, cry, tell God that you are PISSED! Spend as much time with your Mom as possible and don't get to caught up in the rest of the BS of daily life-you won't regret the time you spend with her.

Sue

cg to husband, 48 Stage 1V head and neck SCC. First surgery 9/07. Radiation and several rounds of chemo followed. Mets to chest and lungs. "Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain." Went home to God on February 22, 2009.