Then lay on the ground and kick as hard as you can and scream. When you've spent all that bad energy get up and go take care of your mother. You'll feel better and probably sleep better too.
You're allowed to throw fits, it's ok. No rule against it.

Amy

40 yr old. Stage IV SCC found left tonsil. PET/CT shows cancer on base of tongue, floor of mouth, lymph nodes on both sides. HPV 16 pos. 6 weeks of cisplatin, 43 days of radiation. 73gy on each side.
ND March 2, 2009
reoccurance dx'd Aug 19, 2009