Raymond,

Do what ever you have to mediciation wise to put yourself in the frame of mind to fight for recovery. Work with your doctors to let them know you are very anxious about the surgery, they can help.

By posting here, know that you are never alone and can bring anything up that troubles you. Someone here has likely experienced the same thing already.

Take care and fight hard.
Jim


T3N2aM0 SCC right oral tongue. Partial Glosectomy, Modified Neck disection for 1 Lymph Node. Dec. 2002. 35 IMRT 2003.