Wayne, Want to wish you the best with your future career. I'm sure you are saddened by the loss of your job, we all would be. I keep waiting till I can physically go back to work (hoping next month) so it will seem like life is what it used to be. But, I realize it never will be the same. Like people here say, this is the new "norm". We all have to adjust to the differences this disease has led us to. All of us (even the caretakers) are such strong people. You have overcome the surgery, treatment, etc. I'm sure in time you will overcome this change. And be great and strong in whatever you choose to do. Wishing you only the best. Linda