Leo

You will be more than tired and frustrated if you go "holistic" instead of realistic. You will be guilty and remorseful that your girlfriend died because the doctors gave you accurate answers instead of wishful thinking,

that said, go to a CCC, perhaps they can put together an agressive combo of radiation and chemotherapy instead of the surgery. I went that route the first two years but had to face the facts and get surgery when it came back,

Nothing wrong with being healthy or holistic: I did yoga, pilates, no sugar, etc etc, it just does not cure cancer,