Having been through this a couple of times, I find the only real reason for wanting to get rid of the tube is so I can use the public pool and hot tube (No open sores, wounds, etc., allowed).

However, to me it is no longer a symbol of the suffering from the radiation treatment, rather a device that allowed me to be self-sufficient and get out of the hospital! Perspective is the key.


Age 67 1/2
Ventral Tongue SCC T2N0M0G1 10/05
Anterior Tongue SCC T2N0M0G2 6/08
Base of Tongue SCC T2N0M0G2 12/08
Three partial glossectomy (10/05,11/05,6/08), PEG, 37 XRT 66.6 Gy 1/06
Neck dissection, trach, PEG & forearm free flap (6/08)
Total glossectomy, trach, PEG & thigh free flap (12/08)
On August 21, 2010 at 9:20 am, Pete went off to play with the ratties in the sky.