Doc said the next step would be surgery. I am ok with some of it but it all depends on what they have to say. I don't know how far I will go at this point. I watched my dad and my baby brother go through cancer and I don't know if I am strong enough to endure what they went through. I don't know if I can put my family through it aain. I am ok either way. If it sounds like I am signing off on it I guess I am. HOWEVER I was on my way to work and the thought came to my head out of no where that I was stressing too much that its not going to be cancer again and I will be ok so I am not sweating it anymore. No one will know the results but me. Weel all of you will. Thanks, Brenda