Hi, how to start. Depression sank in about a week ago. Tears and fustration won't stop. When I first asked if the cancer could come back so fast I really was not expecting to hear yes. I went through two bouts of strong antibiotics and steroinds guess what the lump is still there. I went today to see my rad. Dr and the first word out of his mouth was "damn". He said its cancer. Wow. He said its cancer until its proved wrong. I go for a needle biopsy Wednseday the 19th. He said that if it comes back positive the next step is surgery. I won't know the facts until about two weeks to three weeks. He thinks strongly it will come back positive. So here is where I am. I told him I didnot want to do a cat scan because we already know there is something there. I also told him that a MRI will only show more what is there but a biopsy will tell us WHAT is there. Was I wrong? Believe it or not I am not stressing now. I was before I went to see him but now I am finally doing something. Scared yup. I am but not worried. I saw a sign on my way to the Dr's office that simply said "Trust God" and I said "I DO" So soon as I learn more I will post and let you know what is going on. thanks, Brenda