Hello, I told you I would report what happened today. So here goes. I called my Rda Dr and told them that I insist that something has to be done about checking the lum on my throat and the spot on my gum. I told them I just finished the 33 rad treatments and that I think I have every right to be paranoid and I need a piece of mind. If they can't see me then send me to some one who will. Point blank I have to know!! If it is cancer again I need to know if it isn't I have to know. I am getting to the point that if I don't get ansewrs now I will simply give up and let the state bury me so lets get this balll on the roll. Sounds mean I know but cancer runs so deeply in my family they have to understand the paranoia that I am going throuhg. So as I learn more I will post it. Thanks for your support I do love this web site because I don't have to be strong and hide my fears and woes from my family here. Its comforting talking to people in my same oat. Even though I realize most have a rougher line to follow then mine you are all wonderful. Thanks you so much, Brenda

49 years young 9/2007 Squamous Cell Carcinoma 33 rad treatments. One year later, 9/17/2008 50 years old through the Grace of God. last check up all clear. Living life as it comes to me.