[i] Hello.... Cookey I responded to you yesterday via personal message and was expecting a response, however, reading some of the other boards, it appears that this function may not work properly and you may have not received my message. I am dissapointed that I haven't received much in responses to my post. Is it because my mother is so old that there aren't very many out there that have experienced my problem or is it because the idea of death as a reality is not something that people are willing to discuss? My heart is broken! My mother is going to die! Whether it be with the treatment....which will kill her or without the treatment, which will kill her, please someone tell me, which is the kindest? I don't want to see her suffer any more than she has to...........
Why doesn't anyone answer me? My keyboard is wet from my tears and yet I cannot cry in front of her, I have to be strong for her and give her strength. I know that she knows that she is going to die. She was smiling and laughing today when she had no reason to, so very unlike her..., she has an onry streak. She is trying to make me feel better. Am I in the wrong place to share my pain and sadness?/i]
There has to be someone out there that has been here before
Please help me
Carol