Man the cancer isn't bad enough with both parents, but you split with your man sure doesn't help. I split with mine after 5 yrs and it isn't much fun. But as they say, life goes on and if you have half of your moms spunk,, you will be fine. Let the fish market do your filleting from now on and just be the cook. I hope you had some duct tape LOL Come here and complain , vent or anyhing you call it, we will listen and try to make oyu smile.