Gary,
Thank You for the input. You seem to know a lot about what is happening. As for the testing I had a friend tell me the other day to think about all the crowns waiting for me in heaven one day. I really will be o.k. with a baseball cap. I know God is not go put more on me than I can stand but I really feel overloaded right now. Reading some of other peoples problems helps me to realise I am not the only one going through trials. Thanks