I seriously want to tell you that i believe in miracles but i don't.There are two reasons for that and one of them is that i am a trained health professional,and nothing that i have seen in my life has ever given me cause to believe in anything except what i can see hear and touch.
However what i do believe in is the power of the human being to fight disease and survive,and if this is backed up by a loving supportive family,all the better.
Whatever is going on,just be thankful and enjoy,but you wouldn't be human if you weren't always waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Now you have found somewhere to let out your fears and expectations,and that alone should relieve some of the stress you must be feeling.
welcome,and take advantage of the ears offered and shoulders when needed.
love Liz