Lisa,

Describing your feelings to us is one sure way to begin the long healing journey. We all share your loss as if we are one and we will be here for you whenever you want to talk, but do keep talking and do keep exploring and exposing your sorrow as it will only help you. I teared up reading your post and I hope all of our collective tears will help to heal you.

Last edited by davidcpa; 01-01-2008 04:45 AM.

David

Age 58 at Dx, HPV16+ SCC, Stage IV BOT+2 nodes, non smoker, casual drinker, exercise nut, Cisplatin x 3 & concurrent IMRT x 35,(70 Gy), no surgery, no Peg, Tx at Moffitt over Aug 06. Jun 07, back to riding my bike 100 miles a wk. Now doing 12 Spin classes and 60 outdoor miles per wk. Nov 13 completed Hilly Century ride for Cancer, 104 miles, 1st Place in my age group. Apr 2014 & 15, Spun for 9 straight hrs to raise $$ for YMCA's Livestrong Program. Certified Spin Instructor Jun 2014.