Pam:

I discussed having radiation a 2nd time with my radiation oncologist and he said that he has several people who have received radiation more than once. There are now different forms and options so don't automatically rule that out - or rule out ANY other treatment including surgery - until you know a whole lot more.

I have typed and retyped what I want to see about 50 times now, and cant seem to come up with the right thing to say to help. If I was there I would cry and scream with you. I would tell you how lucky you are to have grandchildren and that no - you do not want this to have happened when they were younger. I know you treasure each and every one of your children's growth years.

If you get a chance - go to your local library and find the book "Chasing Daylight". It was written by someone aged 53 who was diagnosed with cancer and had 3 months to live. There is no happy ending, but the book truly is inspirational about how we live each and every day. I found it calming.

Hugs. Know we are all here praying for you. Let us know when you have more news.

Donna