David,

Thanks for the words. You are right there are folks out here that have it much worse than me. I know that and I tell myself that I have received my treatment and according to the Drs I should be cancer free right now. But yet in the wee wee hours of the morning the demons creep in my head. I pray for relief from my self pity nightly and I know that once I get back home and into the swing of things like work and such things should get better. I guess this is the post tx depression we