I understand you completely. All of us "C" people do. I am in treatment and I worry if its working and if they will get it all and if it will come back if they do get it all. Not a wonderful trip is it?

I am looking for some support for that. My treatment center has a Social Worker who can discuss these things with me and a community close by has a Wellness Center that has many ways and means of helping the stress and worry.

Speaking with a Pastor helps. Having a good friend who you can confide in, even if they don't understand, helps also. At least you get tons of hugs and no weird looks or "can't you just get on with your life" attitudes.

Keep posting and we will all keep talking. I need to thats for sure. Most of us do and probably all of us do.

Bless you and my God give you peace,
barbara~