Tim,

I remember feeling "safe" while going thru treatment because something was actually being done to the cancer. Afterwards I worried constantly that as the new cells came back so would the cancer. Once I had my 3 month ck-up I did start to feel better. It's hard to go from a 5 day a week battle for 7 weeks and then it's over. Even though you looked forward to the last day of treatment its still hard. Then came the new worries of what happens now. Your anxiety will hopefully diminish as time goes by. I think the pain meds I was on didn't help either. Especially at night I would really panic in the early mornings. I just passed my one year and it all came back to me. In fact, today was one year ago that I started chemo and radiation. Do ask your Dr. for something if you think it might help. The feelings only get worse if you are sleep deprived!!
Take care of yourself!!

Carol