I got a call today from the Director of Radiology. She got the email I sent to my oncology nurse this morning and wanted to assure me that the machine only had a computer problem in recording the image. She further elaborated that the image not recording indicated there was no exposure or there would have been an image. The problem was the process that rotates and loads the x-ray tubes.

I told her the tech should have come out and explained to me what was broken and tell me there was no risk and all would have been fine versus the mumbling behind the curtain thing that happened.

I also saw the doctor that was in the hallway just before my last round of chemo discussing with the pharmacist whether the dose would be fatal or not, given my current health (at the time). He remembered me, too, and I was fighting back the urge to ask him if he could recall the "hall talk" as well as I can. eek I am amazed how little I do remember from that period but how well that conversation in particular sticks in my permanent memory bank. I am glad, too, that he calculated correctly!

Ed laugh


SCC Stage IV, BOT, T2N2bM0
Cisplatin/5FU x 3, 40 days radiation
Diagnosis 07/21/03 tx completed 10/08/03
Post Radiation Lower Motor Neuron Syndrome 3/08.
Cervical Spinal Stenosis 01/11
Cervical Myelitis 09/12
Thoracic Paraplegia 10/12
Dysautonomia 11/12
Hospice care 09/12-01/13.
COPD 01/14
Intermittent CHF 6/15
Feeding tube NPO 03/16
VFI 12/2016
ORN 12/2017
Cardiac Event 06/2018
Bilateral VFI 01/2021
Thoracotomy Bilobectomy 01/2022
Bilateral VFI 05/2022
Total Laryngectomy 01/2023