Sammie, Most of the caregivers I know have had to reach somewhere deep inside to pull out the extra strength needed to get through this. Where that is for you, only you know, but I'll bet you can find it. Please try to get enough sleep, Please try to eat right, please try to find a little time to just nourish yourself, these things are very important to help your family get through this. And the advice above is very good so I hope you can follow it. We are pulling for your family. Amy in the Ozarks