Thank you Cindy,
You are so brave. Thank you for sharing your expereince...it does help to feel less alone...I really appriciate it. Your email reminded me of all the memory issues and the exhaustion and the anger (john famously threw chocolate pudding on our kitchen wall)...I hope your husband can get help and perspective...this is such a hard battle to fight and at the end to live apart from your family so sad...I will send lots of good vibes your way and lots of love, Sara