From reading this forum thoroughly over the past couple of months, Ive discovered that the truth is Statistics are pretty well pointless. I am floored when I see situations of Stage I or II patients passing, and extatic when I see situations of Stage IV patients doing terrifically well. It just goes to show numbers are not of the same world as human beings.

Gary, man you found my weakspot. CARS. It seems in my short life the one thing that has been close to me and never hurt me is my cars. Since Im facing this nasty possibility of what might be going on, I decided to go ahead and get one more to stick with for a while, and its a BMW too! A 2001 740i or a 525i. Nothing eases my daily stress like a drive in my car... let me tell ya.