Hi Petey, what good does it do to kill myself trying to save myself? Sunburns and cancer don't mix. There are 3 very important steps that help with situations just as yours and when I was going through my bankruptcy due to my life choices I remembered that I was starting a new life. Yes it hurt and it was difficult to lose everything but it freed me to completely start over. I didn't just give up, I just gave up when the fight was making me insane just like I did when walked into my first meeting. Common sense says go to the doc and have the lumps checked. If you keep yourself sick your property will sell on the courthouse steps anyway. Good Luck