Petey you have skirted around what is happening with you but never really come out and say it.I feel you are thinking like i do, that our problems are nothing compared to others on theses boards,but you are wrong.
Sit down, take a deep breath,and share it all,then let us help you!!!
You are no less deserving than any one else,no matter what your past history and when all said and done your compassion towards your fellow sufferers is second to none,so why not let us be as proactive for you as you are for everyone else.
I'll give you a qoute " A problem shared is a problem halved"
Let us in Petey.
love Liz