I'm sure my negative thoughts were from the drug. When I'm lucid, I don't honestly think people are "out to get me".

The lack of sleep right now is a pain issue. Surely these things might be resolved tomorrow. At least I'm going to give it my best attempt to resolve them tomorrow. Hopefully weekends won't always be this "scary" It's like flying without a net because the you have to be away from the people with your records.

Not gonna work myself into a frenzy. I need to start an online diary just so I don't hassle you people to the point of annoyance. LOL