Right Jen
You sound my kind of gal, the morphine was not an issue, but the puking was, so stopped the morphine pump (thought I knew better than the docs) still pucked and was in pain as well. the new pca pumps are good, little and often, small dose every five minutes.(you can push the button and hope in vain for some more) Still I'm sure some of my early notes on the whipe board while in ITU must have been crazy. My dreams have been crazy post treatment, suppose it's our way of dealing with all this crap.
Sunhine...love and hugs
Helen


SCC Base of tongue, (TISN0M0) laser surgery, 10/01 and 05/03 no clear margins. Radial free flap graft to tonsil pillar, partial glossectomy, left neck dissection 08/04